no matter how hard I try, i still can't forget.

Yes. By the actual meaning of it, I really can't forget that easily. But I always forget to update my blog. :P I'm so sorry, world. It's just because I've been way too busy with studying and I seem to forget my outlet of emotions, my blog.
I can't seem to conceptualize why studying now takes up most of my time but I know that I need to do so. Or if I won't I'll surely get a low grade fail. :( I'm purely angered by my Math17 professor when she says that her subject handled, College Algebra and Trigonometry is just a review of our previous lessons in High School. Well, a fvkingly tougher and more comprehensive review, that is.
As a matter of fact, I failed my first ever departmental exams .. in Math. OMG. I never thought I'd get to say that in my whole life. :( To think that my whole life has been devoted to numbers and their science. Yet, Math17 can't seem to reciprocate my love. Ihateit. :( I think I'm going to get a final grade of 5 in Math17. Nooooooooo. :((
I'm so going to try and study harder. Swear, Lord. Help me, please? :)
I just won't and can't seem to forget. :P

TiGERS :)

Good news to me, people! :) I passed the entrance exam in UST or USTET as some of you may know it.
Today was the scheduled date for us to receive our exam results and I was late for flag ceremony. HAHA. When I got to the gate, I saw someone. I chose not to acknowledge his presence and just entered the gate. Then someone called me, it was also a friend of mine and immediately asked me if I passed. I yelled back at him a straight "no" and asked him why. He told me that those who passed will throw a party later this afternoon, especially another girl friend of mine. I was happy for her and nervous for myself. So I yelled to them, "hindi ko pa alam ea." Then I went inside.
When I saw my classmates, they also asked me if I passed. Truth be said, I said the same thing - that I don't know yet. And I approached my friend who they said had passed. She confirmed the news and my tension rose. I took the time to go online in the library using the wi-fi connection there to check my results ...
I PASSED! :) My first choice was Computer Science and the second was Accountancy and I passed both:)
My friends didn't know their applicant's number so they couldn't check yet if they passed or not. But they thought of a way to do so - by trial and error. HAHA. So they found out and most of us in our clique passed.
But bad news hit us when it came to our knowing that two from our clique didn't pass. They both chose med courses and they both failed in their first and second choices. One of them was the one who everyone thought had passed- but it wasn't her fault. Turns out, yesterday, our adviser told her that she had already passed. She expected, and was therefore frustrated. After all, she really wanted to go to UST.
But, they said that "God doesn't always gives us what we want. But He gives us what we need." TRUE. :) So I'll be waiting for the one I need since I already had the one I wanted - but he left. :((
Thank you Lord, for UST! :) Wish me luck on my UPCAT, ACET, and ADU exam. :)

idle time in the computer lab

Our lesson for today is Basic Programming and flowcharts. We had an activity and we made our own flowchart. Some of us finished early and some didn't. The ones who finished early were given a chance to use the Internet connection. Guess which group I belong to? HAHA. Anyways, everyone's checking out a different webiste here and I have nowhere to go because some sites are blocked so I decided to blog. To just say "hi" to people. :) And I think we have to go now. Bye! :)

why do airplanes fly alone .?

I knooow . Pilots and even geniuses could easily answer my title-slash-question . But read on .

Our dismissal time today was uber early . Why .? Well , simply because we have our periodical exams today . We normally have it quarter by quarter . And normally , if our dismissal was not this early , my friends and I would usually go home together . We'd walk to our respective houses destination by destination . Ha ha .! But on days like this , when the sun is shining pretty high on the horizon and it's f*ck*ngly hot , some of my friends would rike a trike home . But since I didn't want to spend for my transportation when I could just walk home , I asked animeartist if we could walk together . Since their village is on the left side of the highway , and I would turn right on the highway , she agreed , It's fair for the both of us . At one point or the other , we'd have to part ways . Unless , we live in under one roof . Ha ha .! We talked until we were to part ways . Simple goodbyes were said . (We don't like super emotional goodbye's when it comes to this situations . We'd only be apart one night . One night .) And as I walked home , alone , I had a hell lot of time to contemplate . Mostly about everything . But as I was walking down the peaceful , quiet , noiseless street , something in the sky caught my attention . An airplane . I know what you're thinking . It's not the first time I saw an airplane . But it's the first time I thought about it deeply . Why do airplanes fly solo .? I have never seen two airplanes flying side-by-side . Maybe because literally , they would be too close for comfort and would crash to each other . But why do humans feel alone when they fly through life solo .? Why do we need someone to fly with us through the storms and strong winds that come our way .? Maybe that's why we are specially created by Him . We need someone in our life to be with us through the good times and the bad times . Unlike airplanes , we cannot live alone .

who the heck is Avogadro .?!

Today , it was raining . As i was taking a bath , it was raining . As i went to school , it was still raining . And during the our FC , guess what .? It was still raining . So we were at the back . As expected , everyone was chatting . The reason was our adviser couldn't see us . Or so they thought . Hahah .! After the FC was the routinirary announcements . I couldn't hear it because of the noise of the people around me adding to the sound of the rain falling down to the ground . When we got to our room , I was surprised because our adviser wasn't there as expected . All were noisy . Taking advantage of the time that our strict adviser wasn't there to scold us . Hahah .! And we were all shocked when in the midst of our noise , the adviser of the other section of the third year entered our room . "What .? Why .? " were the initial reactions from my classmates . As we came to our senses , some of them asked , "Ma'am are you already our adviser .? Since when .?" And to our relief , she said , " No .I'm just here to give you the exam . " What .? What exam .? I thought of what exam could that be . As far as I know , it wasn't our periodical exam in Filipino yet . ( She was our Filipino teacher.) All of them seemed to know what test it was . I was completely and totally lost .! Then I heard some of them say , "It's just an assesment test. We need not to copy ." " Oh .! The psychology test .!" Whew .! We need not to copy . Assesment only . But psychology .?! Later I confirmed that the exam to be given was from the APSA ( some institution that asseses students on how well they know the subject specified . I don't really know the meaning . I forgot already .! Hahah .!) and the exam was called SBA ( I forgot also what this meant but i'm pretty sure that I memorized it earlier for blogging purposes . Hahah .!) The first exam given was English . No problem . It was easy . All the topics asked were discussed from our First year in HS up to present . And some involved vocabulary . NP . We finished at 9am . It was supposed to be our breaktime already but Bebe really loved us so she gave first the Math Assesment exam before giving us a break . Wt* .! Two headaches already before breaktime .? Aw .! As I saw the test booklet , my eyes widened .! Some of the topics asked was not yet discussed .! After answering those sure questions , I let my luck control me . Hahah .! I let my classmates pick from my four fingers and whichever finger they pick corresponds to the letter of my answer . Nice .! I finished the test . And I concluded that 45 % of the exam was all i knew . 55 % was pure guessing .! Now that's what you call an ideal student .! *Breaktime* We also had a hard time finding seats in the canteen because all of the HS students had the same breaktime . After breaktime was our Science Assesment test . My brain was already thought-to-death ( is there such a compund word .? Hahah .!) and the questions was all a blur . The only thing I remembered was this Avogadro guy . I don't exactly know who he is , what his contribution to Science or Chemistry is , but I was fascinated with his name . It sounds like the Tagalog term for lawyer , right .? Hahah .! I passed through the test just purely , wholely , solemnly guessing the answers for the questions . I need not the opinion of my classmates . The questions unanswered were too many that even if I asked the other section of the Third Year also , it wouldn't be enough . Hahah .! To my amazement , I finished the test .! Very nice , very nice .! We didn't care anymore if we all would get a failing grade . It would not reflect on us but on the teachers and the school . So , NP .! Hahah .! On this day , I proved that Filipinos are creative indeed . Think of it . 34 students each devising a unique and special way on how to guess the answers to the questions on the test . Whoa .! Hahah .!