no matter how hard I try, i still can't forget.

Yes. By the actual meaning of it, I really can't forget that easily. But I always forget to update my blog. :P I'm so sorry, world. It's just because I've been way too busy with studying and I seem to forget my outlet of emotions, my blog.
I can't seem to conceptualize why studying now takes up most of my time but I know that I need to do so. Or if I won't I'll surely get a low grade fail. :( I'm purely angered by my Math17 professor when she says that her subject handled, College Algebra and Trigonometry is just a review of our previous lessons in High School. Well, a fvkingly tougher and more comprehensive review, that is.
As a matter of fact, I failed my first ever departmental exams .. in Math. OMG. I never thought I'd get to say that in my whole life. :( To think that my whole life has been devoted to numbers and their science. Yet, Math17 can't seem to reciprocate my love. Ihateit. :( I think I'm going to get a final grade of 5 in Math17. Nooooooooo. :((
I'm so going to try and study harder. Swear, Lord. Help me, please? :)
I just won't and can't seem to forget. :P