I wish.

It's a new year, a new start. But still, I wish for so many things that I know was already on my wishlist so many Christmases ago.
I wish I knew what it took to get the "super" answer.
I wish I knew how someone really feels judging only by their words and actions.
I wish I can stay away from people who only do damage.
I wish people who did damage just simply stayed away.
I wish I wasn't as irritable.
I wish sometimes I wasn't me.
I wish sometimes people were just like me.
I wish I'd make more sense most of the time.
I wish I weren't as ironic.
I wish I'm not too sarcastic alll the time.
I wish I can't hurt people - intentionally or un-.
I wish I can unsee things that only hurt to be remembered.
I wish I can unfeel emotions better left in the past.
I wish I knew how to end this.
AND
I wish you knew I loved you from the start.
I wish I knew who you really are.