don't even tempt me, PLEASE.

I am a b*tch. I don't hide it from people, but I don't usually intend to be one in most situations. I'm really just a b*tch by nature. I don't try to be one or am one because many people see me as one. But lately, I've been very good.
I could finally control my eyes, the gaze that most people mistake as terrifying. You know the kind of look that starts from head to toe? That's the kind of look I usually use on people whom I don't like or I see doing something I don't like. I do that kind of gaze most of the time. And that is the very reason why I get into so many fights with people I don't even know.
Before, when I don't like something, I tell it to your face. When I don't like the way you treat my friends, I'll tell you what I feel without even thinking whether it could hurt you or whether my tone is very insulting. I speak my mind, most of the time. But now, I've mastered the art of thinking before saying. I've learned to keep some things to myself to avoid further unnecessary arguments.
I don't b*tch so much anymore. I learned to control by myself.
But now, today, something really pushed me to the wall! SHT.
I have this block mate of mine who, uhh, have been very sweet to me. But the day came that we argued about something so much that it lead to us not talking to each other. Eventually, we made up and he promised that everything will go back to the way it was. But it never did. He has been very close to other people since we had the argument and he's treating them the way he used to treat me before. And now, he's treating me like sht. He's very argumentative and very reprimanding towards me. I sincerely hate the way he's treating me. I wanna b*tch out on him so effin bad but ERR. CONTROL. FVCK. I want to slap him in the face, ask him what's the problem and really tell him that he's being very shtty lately. But, I've never been a b*tch in college yet. I don't want to. I don't plan to. I wish he could read this so he'd know that he shouldn't continue pushing me to the limit. I'm really near being a big b*tch again.
Hey! You! FvCK YOU VERY MUCH! (: