Quit playing games with my heart.

My heart used to jump even only at the sight of you. I was content with looking from afar. Your presence, it made my day. Although you didn't know me, or notice that I was staring, I felt complete just seeing you. It may sound a bit creepy (it is, to some people), but you were just so unreachable. Or so I thought.

I never believed in destiny, in fate, in coincidence and all that bullshit. But the way it happened, it was just so ... unbelievable?

I was supposed to sleep then, but my phone received an SMS. As I run down the list of people who could have text-ed me at that eerie time of the night, I was surprised that it was from an unregistered number. I was past the time when there were unregistered numbers text-ing me. So I replied, and the next is history.

My point is, why do you keep popping out of nowhere during the most unexpected moments? Moments when I already made up my mind that I'm going to move on because it was just another dream that I hope will come true. That the story was that short-lived, with no climax.

Yes, I believe strongly that "When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it." (Paulo Coelho in The Alchemist), but why do you let me come so close then make me realize that I can't have it? :| It's so ... frustrating.

Never have I gotten so kilig in my life. Or I just don't remember the last time I felt something like this for someone. But please, please, quit playing games with my heart.