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BiTTER POST .

Idk . Maybe the main reason why i`m bitter today is because I wasn`t allowed to go to the jogging (for the birthday of mathheight`s mom) that I`ve much awaited and anticipated for. I was one of the people who planned the jogging and yet, I was one of the peole who didn`t come too. Ironic, right? Well, my mom got angry with me `coz I went home very late last night `coz of the basketball game and said that if i`ll leave the house today, I can`t go back . H*ll of a threat! I said to myself that i`ll still come even if I wasn`t allowed to. I didn`t set up an alarm `coz that will also wake my mom up and instead just set a body alarm . I prayed to God last night that He should wake me up early so that i`ll be able to come to the jogging today. I woke up at around 6 I think? And the meeting time was 4 . So I just slept again. When I woke up again, `twas already 9 in the morning . I waited for my mom to go to SM first before I turned on the laptop. I found felinefriend online and cried balled my eyes out to him . Feeling very depressed, I said all that I wanted. Good thing that he understood me and just read my rants. When I was finished, he cheered me up . Little by little, I started to feel more cheerful. But still, I can`t help from being bitter . Just moments ago, childishlymatured logged in to her Y!M account and I opened up a convo right away . She was telling me stories about the jogging that had just happened and I was green with envy . *sniffs* I`m soooo sad that I wasn`t allowed to come . So sad `coz I missed the happenings. And sooooo sad `coz he`s gone . *sniffs*

Thanks to : ROY HOWi RAMALLOSA [royhowi.multiply.com] for cheering me up earlier . Ayabyu meow! ;)