Not a beginning, not a start, but a change.

How many times have I tried to start something new? How many times have I said to myself that "From now on, blah, blah, blah."? I can't even remember. Who does?

But why do I keep saying it? Why do we keep saying that we'll make that new beginning today and the end of another chapter in our lives was yesterday? And why, after we say the statement, we eventually go back to our old ways? Yes, maybe it's because it's who we really are. But we do know what's good for us, what'll guarantee us of a future that should not be feared. Then why don't we chase after it? We do, but only for a short period of time. And then we let loose again.

No promises, no outcries for a new beginning. I'm going to quietly reinvent and fix everything that should be fixed. Because after all, we all only live once. Given that, I'm gonna live my life the way I think it ought to be lived.