runnin` in circles .

Monday night, I asked K if we could go home together on Tuesday `coz I have to talk to her and tell her sooooo many things . She agreed naman. But unexpectedly, the f*ck*ng whale didn`t let us go home at the time we were supposed to. She approached me and asked me if we were already done, and I said the truth- that we were far from being through- and she said that she`d go ahead na lang. I said "yes" naman `coz I wanted her to get home early naman. But I felt bad. `Coz I really missed her already and wanted to tell her everything. She SMS`d me before she went home. She apologized and promised me that tomorrow's the final day. And earlier, after we finished our exams for the day (pretty easy for the subjects` usual difficulties but just very, very, very confusing) there was an announcement over the paging system and said that before we could all go home, there would be an assembly first. When the assembly took place, the faculty announced that we could no longer walk home or buy stuff at the stores near school. Maybe I hated the idea. Maybe I cursed it full time. Ha ha! But we were dismissed earlier than them. So I waited for her outside. When I saw her, I asked her for her plan `coz we weren`t allowed to walk home naman. She said we could naman daw but we should walk by the highway. So we followed naman. When we were near our house, I wanted to make the trip longer pa. `Coz I hadn`t had the chance to talk to her yet `coz my other friend was with us that time din. So I said I want to go a diff. way- a longer way. But they both refused to follow . So I went by myself. At the end of the street that I chose to walk on, they were there. Waiting for me. But I refused to notice them. Making a joke about it. When we got to the main street, I made a right turn again, heading the other way, then they both said goodbye na lang. So I continued to walk in circles until my feet hurt. When I got home (half-expecting they were there waiting for me and half-fearing that she was mad), I almost cried. And now, we`re runnin` in circles again. I`m mad, she apologizes. When I make something wrong, I apologize immediately. And then we`re okay again. Until someone makes something wrong again. Can`t we stop and make it a straight line? Never a segment . The hurt would be unbearable. Maybe if you`re reading this ate camsxz [camxzhiie.multiply.com], you`ll know her already. `Coz you saw us earlier, right? If you are, can I ask a favor? Tell her i`m really,really,really, SORRY! But if it`s too much to ask of you, it`s okay. Thanks for reading na lang din. :) And for everyone else, don`t let the people who care for you just slip away. :((