Thursday, July 24, 2008

petty things getting the best of me .

Petty thing no. 1 : My day started out as fine . I was not late (whew !), and I was ecstatic 'coz it's the las day of our mastery exams (what a relief !) . The day passed by quickly . I didn't even notice that the school day was coming to an end . But oh ! We had one more subject to go through . And guess what it is ? T.L.E. or T.H.E. in some schools . I dreaded this subject . Not just because it's the last subject of the day that when we didn't behave accdg. to what our teacher liked , we will go home later than usual . And not because I don't like cooking , sewing , making crafts , etc . and maybe also not because of our teacher (maybe it's part of it. haha!). I really don't know . It's just that I don't like it , period! And just as I was thinking how to write this in my blog , I remembered that our group was the one to report today . We had a group reporting as one of our activities this week . (typical . well , for a teacher that doesn't know how to teach and is actually a librarian , it sure heck is typical .) Our topic was on nutrition for mothers during pregnancy period . (we couldn't complain . It was better off than the topics the other groups had been assigned to : pregnancy , conception of the baby , etc , etc .) I was the one who wrote our visual aid for the report . safe i thought . It was a deal between me and the group leader . Since she believed that my handwriting was good , I was always the one to write the visual aids we used in our group reportings . All the groups I belonged to , I was the one to write the visual aids . (career .? haha !) And I made a deal with her , I would write , yes . But I wouldn't report . I was more of a written kind of person rather than an oral one . So she agreed . Three of my groupmates were the ones who reported . The responsible ones . And good enough that they could read my handwriting . It was cursive after all . haha ! And the reporting was fast enough . It's dismissal time already .! yea .! As me and my barkada were going down the stairs , I was glad . Because the day was really and finally ending .
Petty thing no. 2: When we were at the locker area of our school , I saw a familiar face . That of K . ( she was in my previous blog entries . ♥ fOrgEt abOut mEh .. ♥ ) Being in a cheerful mood already , I said hi . NO RESPONSE !! Ouch ! That hurt inside . Being one of my special friends ( as said in my previous blog ) it's kinda weird that she didn't even look at me and paid attention when I said "hi" . It's impossible naman for her to not hear me . I was too close for her to make that as an alibi tomorrow . What now ? I just pretended that nothing happened . Then one of my barkadas me , "What's wrong with her ? " I answered animeartist (also mentioned in the same blog entry as K) " I don't know to her !!!! " I was getting angry na 'coz I didn't wanna talk about it at the time . Then she asked me , irritated as well , why am I acting like that ? Just because of K and also a petty reason , i'm mad already . I'm always like that daw when me && K is not in good terms . Wt* ??!! Why do they have to say that pa ?? But I let it go that easy . I don't want my barkada to think that I value K more than them again . (jealous friends of mine . tsk tsk .) And so it was forgotten . But not completely . Tomorrow is another story . An interrogating story . haha ! Will keep you dated . 'Til tomorrow . xoxo .

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